Monday, November 24, 2014

Why Should Someone Blog?

I often comes to the people who after the question: why do you blog?

I have my own answer, however, here I got a really enlighten answer for the question you keep asking me. I hope this answer would find you well.

Actually, I embed this from Quora (seems like I am drowning in this kind of social networking!) for that question and this answer from Nikhil Garg was awesome and being highly voted up by Quorer.

Lets blog!

Read Quote of Nikhil Garg's answer to Why should someone blog? on Quora

Monday, November 17, 2014

My Beautiful Butterfly

You are bright, and, that beautiful,
I hope you knew it,
As the summer outside,
But more lovely and more temperate,
  - as Shakespeare had penned
Centuries ago,
Even the most glorious summer morning,
Will never match yours.

If only you knew,
That, I love you,
With so much of my heart,
That none is left to protest.

I want to revel,
Into your innocence,
Your naiveté, and sweetness,
That, I have a courage,
To tell the world,
That, I love you,
My beautiful butterfly…
Putrajaya, 16 November 2014
03:18 PM

Friday, November 14, 2014

To Share or Not To

I always stuck in dilemma at the two junctions; to share or not to of my dreams. I’m not a fan of talking much, I rather do it silently and save the rest for later.

However, I feel its necessity to share and to talk my dreams to others. My mom, of course. She would support whatever I want to do in my life. My friends, colleagues and strangers, is another story.

Often I feel like burden on my shoulder once I told someone my dreams. It looks like I failed miserably if I couldn’t manage to make it. It looks like I am just babbling around. At least, that is what I think.

Couple days ago, I share bit of my dreams to someone I just met about 4 hours. He’s a cool young guy. We talk about life and stuff, share a morsel of everything as I could remember. And somehow we became a friend.

At first, I am hesitate. This is the usual me. The confabulations goes verily in myself. The introspection going to a state of wilderness. Is this a right thing to do or are there some other way rounds?

Long story short, yes, we manage to have a nice conversation, plus I learnt a lot from him too. I share my dreams, basically what I want to do in my life, what to achieves, where to go next, the philosophy and the own self vision.

I share to him my story, as I anticipate it would encouraged him to do more than I could during my time as a Degree’s student. I bid him to explore the world, to be independent and get loose in search of meaning of life.

In essence, fundamentally it is what I thought incessantly in my life. Eventually, his responses was astonishing. He expressing his desire and motivation, and gratitude to my sharing. I was flattered, sincerely.

Actually he is not the first person who I met and share, who I scruple at first not because of his or her skin colour or whatever differences designated between me and them, but rather my own doubt of myself, happens in that fashion.

Often I feel the necessity to share and to motivate others, especially to the keen. I believe by sharing my dreams, it helps to foster my pathway to it. However, its often too, I decide not to share, rather to talk lightly on sports and stuff.

I tried to find an answer why I have this tendency. Is that because of my past, or the self-clash in the midst of joys, pain, doubts or hopes?

I found an only answer, I am a roamer, a traveller and a wanderer in the endless quest for meaning. Whilst, the doubts raise, the qualms roar, the worries provoke, and all of these doesn’t matter. To lives is to fight those things.

I realize, I need someone to talk to, to share and to reminisce of my own self, from there it will help me to connect the dots. This as well, an introspection. It make me realize the incompetence of the self, incompleteness and the hollows, that I can’t live by my own.

It make me believe too, by doing it – the introspection and the talks – it will draw me closer to the One and lucidly face up to the loneliness of my consciousness and indeterminate destiny.

Indubitably, all of these – the self-interviewing, the introspection and the talks – already mentioned in Quran,
“Surely in the remembrance of God are hearts comforted.” 
(ar-Ra’ad: 28)